Dreaming of New Orleans

Hey ALL!! So at this moment I am so irritated with my eldest sister! She's pregnant and due end of July (which is super exciting). So, my mom and I had a trip planned to New Orleans at the end of July also. We were going to this whole youth conference thing down there, and we were going to help at Habitat for Humanity and stuff like that. Which is super exciting. We were going with the church I used to attend (before I moved). I was really excited my mom was going with me because I only have like one friend at that church and I haven't talked to her since I moved so it was going to be weird. So I was excited to have my mom coming with me so I wouldn't be completely alone. Well today my mom told me that she told the director of the trip that she wasn't going because she was going to go to Colorado (where my sister lives) to be there when she has her baby. And I was extremely peeved. And (unexpectedly) I just like broke down crying (partly because of anger, partly because of sadness). I'm so pissed at my sister right now, because she thinks she's the most important thing in this family. She thinks that everyone should bow down before her! UGH I'm so mad at her right now! She literally told my mom she couldn't go on the trip with me because it was the week she was due! She's flipping 26 for crying out loud! She's a big girl, I'm pretty sure she can have a baby on her own! And my mom already had plans!! I think that's just rude! I'm sure after I yell and scream at her I'll feel better. :) Well I'm off! My family is going for a walk! (Yay excersize!!) Keep Dreaming!

xoxo Sweet Dreams